Waiting

Frame I made for her

Sugar Plum Bedding set by Calaco



A girl can never have to many clothes.....right?

So...........Maybe blogs are suppose to be cheery, but there are some days, for me, that are not that way.

We have been waiting since January to fill this nursery with a baby girl from China. We have a number that was sent from China ,but now, we are waiting for our referal child. She should be some where in the 0-12 month age. We already picked out her name, Kylee Renee. One, I just couldn't wait, & two, it was easier to give her a name for Logan to start to understand.

The room has been an absolute blast to get ready. I searched for awhile on the crib set & bedding. We did go all out, or I should say that I did, & Ron just graciously agreed with me. She will probably be sick of plums & pinks but I just couldn't resist. It is so beautiful, peaceful & soothing.

Then there are the days that are tremendously hard on my already pulled heart strings, such as today when at a church birthday luncheon 3 of the ladies told our group that they are trying for more children when 2 have 4 & 1 has 3 all ready. How blessed they should feel. I know that I have the best little boy in the whole word & am blessed each & every day that he is in my life & that his birth mother chose us to parent him for eternity, but...........that empty feeling is back & just as strong as before we were blessed with our angel boy.

I know, enough all ready. Keep us in your thoughts & prayers that the Lord will bless us again, soon, very soon we hope. Until then we will just be WAITING.